And here I am once more, in a place unknown,

new faces, new city, and a new marital tone.

March rushed by, in just four weeks’ span,

tying knots, moving homes, like a caravan.

April came, a hunt for a place to dwell,

and job searches, a never-ending carousel.

Life feels like a train, speeding without a break,

sometimes I yearn for stillness, a chance to partake.

But I keep on moving, for stopping fills me with unease,

unwanted thoughts, swirling like a storm upon the seas.

Grief, like the ocean, its waves ebb and flow,

at times shattering, at times a gentle glow.

In San Diego, the sun shines with a different flair,

as I settle into being a wife, with someone to care.

Yet beneath the surface, struggles still brew,

but I hold onto the belief that bliss will break through.

For a successful day, in this world so vast,

is finding joy amidst the shadows cast.

SSxx